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If I sign a lease this month, they will give me 3 months free rent, which means I don't have to pay a dime until August.

This is huge for me as I've been stressing out about having to pay rent + deposits + move in-fees, and still be able to live until my first paycheck. So, if everything goes as planned I can use my savings for food and gas. Thank the lord.

Now the main problem is my parents, they don't want me moving out. They need someone to take care of my mentally ill little brother, even though they are plenty able to do so themselves (they're both RNs who make tons of money), and they are able to find babysitters if needed. Of course they haven't yet, because I am still here. Granted, I've wasted my life taking care of my little brother, and honestly I am tired. He isn't my responsibility. He's theirs. But they don't want to actually take responsibility for him. And I am honestly worried. Left a bunch of phone numbers of potential resources they could try.

See, that's a big issue, but that's not the real issue here. They don't want to me to leave, because I'd be doing them a disservice. It would be a personal affront to them and others around their social circle (my mother friends' still have their kids living at home even though they're done with school, and they're socially retarded because of that), like I left because I had big disagreement with them. That's what's actually happening, because they don't want me leaving in the first place. I am leaving because I have job there. It's only 40 minutes away from home.

They really just want me at home because it's more convenient for them, I do their housework and their laundry, I cook for them, I buy groceries for them. They are losing a convenient maid, which is sad because I am their daughter.

You know in spite of all that, I really care for my parents and my little brother, my mom at least, dad can fuck off. And I want to do all I can for them. But...enough is enough man.
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It's still rad.

The controls are definitely changed from the PS2 version, though. shooting was r1+x in the old version, while it's r1+square now. Just small changes are a little jarring now (especially coming off of The Evil Within), but I am got used to it. Just made it to the castle.

The game has amazing level design, it's something that I missed from The Evil Within, which only really has something to that caliber in Chapter 3. Granted I think that TEW makes up for it somewhat with it's more interesting arsenal (<3 agony crossbow), but RE4 still has melee + knife, so...

The only problem with RE4 is that it doesn't any specific way to kill downed enemies. I think you're suppose to use the down time to complete an objective or get out of there. The game gives you so much ammo that don't really need to do so, however.

Also no quick weapon switching. Those are just minor concerns though.

Whatever. Off to school.
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yas, i'm swimming in nostalgia.
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I would post more, but each class am I taking wants me write them at least four papers. And do tons of group assignments, and study for exams, and go to clinical.

I don't even have the energy to play games. Is that sad?
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Manus is defeated! And I didn't have to ask for help! YESSSS.

Yeah, I'm stubborn. But look, it paid off!

BTW, as of now I have clocked about 130 hours into the game. I still don't have ONE Lord's Soul for the lordvessel. I mean you could probably shave 20 or so hours off the timer since I leave the game idle sometimes. But that's a long time, and I still haven't seen everything the game offers. The game is just so expansive. Especially if you trying to platinum the game.

I think I'll call it quits for a while once I defeat all the bosses. I only have one more optional boss to go. Kalameet. We will see how that goes.

Yeah, best game.
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So they forced us to attend this Recruiting Conference at my Nursing school, it lasted from 8-5. I don't really mind that much, because it was a great opportunity to put my foot in the door. I just wish it didn't last so long. And they didn't give us garbage Mazzio's pizza for lunch.

One recruiter bothered me, though. He just answered my questions with heavily rehearsed answers. Didn't really say much. He actually wrote down his work email to send my resume to. I felt bothered by that though. Like he just did that because he thought I was pretty or something.

I think I am just being a paranoid bitch that's on tumblr too much, and should just take the networking opportunity.
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I don't really like talking about my school problems because I don't they are really problems. I literally forget about school as soon as I get home.

Since I decided to use this site more, I might as well talk I guess.

Clinical group consists of a bunch of well-meaning bulldogs who want to try to control the conversation. They're nice girls, I'm sure. They just take school too seriously. Of course, the rest of the group (including myself) have trouble contributing to the conversation, so they don't basically. They were even complaining about it at the end of meeting.

Honestly, I don't really care that much. Personally, I have a hard time getting my thoughts out into works, so the less I speak the better, lol.

Nah, I need to put myself out there more.

Intro Post

Jan. 26th, 2016 10:27 pm
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Yo.

I honestly only moved here because a certain someone did. But I felt the need to do an intro post anyways.

You can call me Tera, I'm started my last semester of Nursing School, and I am super excited for that to over. It's only been a week. Expect much complaining about that.

I enjoy gaming a lot. The majority of my posts will mostly be related to that. I mostly play Action games, JRPGs, Fighting games, and maybe the occasional shooter as well.

Big fan of movies, and George RR Martin as well. Swear I'll read other things when I get out school.

New here, so allow me to get my bearings straight, lol. My posts might be short since I am used to the drive-by blogging of twitter.

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